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David
Back in mid December of 2007 I was in the the CAP detox after almost drinking myself to death in the La Quinta Hotel, because I had just been kicked out of my last place to live, where I was the house manager of a clean & sober house. I had finally hit bottom and no place left to go, but the streets……. Pastor Ham and Cross Training Ministries (CTM) took me in. Why he did this is still unclear to me, but I’m eternally grateful that God and Jesus Christ showed him that there was something in me worth saving. It has been an uphill battle for me, clawing and scratching my way out of the pit from hell I had buried myself in. But with the help of CTM I was able to come to grips with my ego & arrogant personality that I had acquired over the years. The way I did this was by following the 1st three steps which state that I realize my life had become unmanageable; that God could and would restore me to sanity and I made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God. CTM has also opened up the channels of my gifts that God has given me, by becoming involved with the praise and worship team for Celebrate Recovery at Peoples Church; being involved with a “Kid’s Church Program” and the Community Living Center; plus working with projects to spread the “Word” by way of the World Wide Web. One of the important changes in my life is that my study and time in prayer has increased, because I finally came to the realization that I needed the time for both study and prayer to deal with the added pressures and responsibilities and my past inability to deal with these aspects of real life.
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